| I can ride my bike with no handle bars. |
[27 May 2008|05:44pm] |
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Reveving end of sirens~realization of the ear |
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I started at Bath and Body works today. I think I'm gonna like it pretty well, it seems like a pretty chill job. Its at least the best first day I've ever had. Plus I get DAMN good discounts there and Victoras secret. =3
John called me for like the first time in well over a year. It was really strange talking to him,especally with Wil right there.He said that I was right about everything and that he needed my forgivness to mentally move on. I didn't know what to say to him. Part of me wants to call him back and ask him somethings myself. Maybe those things are better left unsaid. I just hope he got what he wanted out of our talk. :/
So I'm offically done with my father. I don't wanna get into details, but I'm sick of his fucking games. My life was better without him in it, and I don't understand why we prettended we could EVER have a relationship. Should I straight up tell him to stay out of my life, or should I just ignore him? (I rarely speak to him as it is)
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| More Fun Drama. |
[20 May 2008|10:37pm] |
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Lights~ Drive my soul |
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I don't know what it is about this past week, but the drama keeps on coming. There are two leading issues:
The first one includes two of my favorite gay guys, Douglet and Josh. When I moved to Florida, they became my closest friends down here. For the past few years they have dated on and off to a ridculous extent. I've always made it clear to them, no matter what happens between them I am both of their friend and will never choose on over the other. ALOT of shit has happend in the past few days, and Douglet is hinting that I need to make a choice between them. Josh told me that he would understand if I choose Doug, but I don't want to do that. I don't even wanna be in this position. What should I do if he asks me to make a choice? Picking one over the other is not an option for me.
The other little drama has to deal with my friend Dane. For the past few weeks it had felt like he was avoiding me. I ran into him the other day and he was acting strange, so I treated him the same way he has been treating me and just kinda left. Then I get a message from him asking why I didn't stay longer. At this point I was pissed, and I told him its not like he cared. He finally told me he has been acting distant because he can't control the way he feels about me and it hurts because I have a boyfriend. By now I've cut contact with about 4 friends because of situations like this and not wanting it to affect my relationship with Wil. However unlike them, Dane hasn't tried to come between my relationship. He has however pissed Wil off by not attempting to hide his feelings. I still havn't had a good talk with him about this yet. I'm really not sure what to say to him. Do you think I can stay friends with him?
Advice is neededddddd.
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| Retail>Restraunt. |
[18 May 2008|10:07am] |
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All that Remains~ This calling |
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So Ruby Tuesday SUCKS DICK. Seriously, it sucks. Starting a new job is always hard, but training the other day was ridiculous. Luckly am still not an offical employee. I'm suppose to talk about schedules and crap on tuesday with the manager, but I ended up getting an interview at Bath and Body works. Also Journey's said they would call me to set one up soon as well, and I would rather work there than anywhere else at the moment. So if things go well with either of those interviews, there is no way I'm gonna work at Ruby Tuesday. Random note: Speed Racer is surprisingly the shit. Go see it.
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| What to do.. |
[16 May 2008|08:32am] |
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I've been pretty conscientious about my karma lately. I'm trying to think before reacting and I need so advice.
Right now I'm debating on what to say to Chase. Claude(Whit) is my bestfriend in the world, and has always taken care of me. She has been dating this guy chase for about a year now and I've never seen her so in love. He recently broke up with her in an EXTREMELY shitty way. Although I am pissed off at him, I wasn't going to say anything to him. Then he sent me this bullshit message on why he did it. I know he is lying, and I want nothing more then to call him on it. Should I reply to him, or leave it alone? I just want to say the things to him that Claude does not have the heart to say at the moment. I know Chase is hurting too, but that doesnt give him the right to be an inconsiderate ass. At the very least he needs to be honest.
What should I do?
On a random note, my job problems,or lack of one has been solved finally. I went into Ruby Tuesdays yesterday to pick up an application real fast, and the manager gave me an interview right then and there. They need a daytime hostess, which is perfect for me because I want to have my nights free, and the money isn't bad either.The interview went well even though I've never in my life been a hostess. I'm suppose to go in tonight at 6:00 to sign stuff and meet the staff. I'm nervous to say the least. Thank god Wilma-fer is spending the night tonight so I have something to look forward to once its all done.
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| Sicko. |
[15 May 2008|11:00am] |
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MCR~ The jetset life is gonna kill you. |
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Urggggg I'm sickkkkkkkkkk and poor.On top of it I have to see my father tonight. <.<
Sorry, I just needed to complain a bit.
I'm good now.
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| *drool* |
[08 May 2008|11:12pm] |
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playradioplay~I am a pirate you are a princess |
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I offically declare Junjou Romantica the best yaoi of all time.
edit: Its been licensed!! >_< *Kills self*
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| Circa Survive + Thrice = Orgasmic. <3 |
[29 Apr 2008|08:21am] |
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Thrice~ Daeadalus |
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Last night I went to see Circa Survive and Thrice.Circa played some new music that has not been release yet, and Thrice played my favorite song from each of their Alchemy indexes. It was amazinggggg. We were right up in front for like all of Circa, but when thrice came out a mosh pit pushed us like back to the middle. So when my favorite Thrice song (Digital Sea) started to play, my friends threw me up and I crowd surfed up to front. I did this fucking amazing flip into the bouncer's arms. It was a great concert. ^-^
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| >_O |
[23 Apr 2008|11:01pm] |
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Radiohead~jigsaw falling into place |
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God I'm so stressed. Finals/papers need to be overrrrrrr.
Plus I need a job sooooo bad, ._. My car is a money hole.
Fuck.
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| Birthday-desu! |
[17 Apr 2008|10:51pm] |
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The receiving end of sirens~ stay small |
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I turned 19 today! It was a pretty damn good birthday. I normally have school, but my classes were superrrrrrrrrr short today. I spent only half an hour in 1st period, then my friends at school took me out to my favorite restaurant. It was amazing, asians with sparklers sang to be and gave me chessecake. :] Then we went to a pool hall and just chilled out for a few hours till my math class. I left there after fourty minutes, and my last class of the day was canceled. So I got to spend the rest of the day with my dear Wilma/family. *squee*
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| Beach bitches. |
[12 Apr 2008|04:40pm] |
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So lately I've really been missing the beach. Finally yesterday I got to go with 3 of my close friends. Sadly Wil had school and couldn't go with us. Still it was a damn good day. =D
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| FuCkInG uPdAtE!!!! |
[07 Apr 2008|02:44pm] |
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Thrice~ Digital Sea |
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So Its been like half a year since I last made an entry. Here is my life so far:
For a while I was working at a music store, it closed after a few months of me working there so I am currently looking for a new job.
I'm still with Wil and happier then ever. My mom even offered him to move in once my sister moves back to TN. This kid is the one. <3
College is fine, a little boring at times though. Soon I will have all my classes done and I can get on the list for my program for radiology. I'm looking forward to it, Bryan already started and he loves it.
I got a new baby, his name is Miko.
Thats all I can think of right now. I'm going to start posting regularly again or at least try.
Kluvubai!
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| Damn this thing is dead. |
[25 Sep 2007|10:49pm] |
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Muse~Feeling Good |
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I haven't posted in while. Combination of being busy and lazy.
This past month consisted of my one year anniversary with the damn love of my life, dying my hair half black, and visiting my TN lovers for like the first time in a year. Life is damn wonderful, thats all you need to know.
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| The Count. |
[23 Jun 2007|10:22am] |
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A perfect circle~ 3 Libras |
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I got my first car. It's a black 2007 Nisson Versa.
It is seriously the sex.
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| Graduation and Family Vacation. |
[06 Jun 2007|08:06pm] |
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Funeral for a Friend~ Open Water |
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 Instead of making a long entry about everything that happend, here are some pictures. :D These are only some of many.
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| High school days are over. |
[15 May 2007|11:56pm] |
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Muse~ Falling away with you |
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So heres how things have been:
Wil was in the hospital for about 5 days. His appendicitis bursted about a week before he went to the doctors. He doesn't like to complain, so no one knew he was that bad until he wasnt able to walk. The doctors said he was about 2 days away from dying. It's really scary to that someone I love so dearly almost died. I don't know what I would of done if I had lost him. My family was really great about taking me to the hospital, I was there every day thanks to them. He had his first day back to school this monday, which also happend to be my last day at school.
Today was my first day of non-highschool life. It's a bitter sweet feeling really. I'm happy I will have some free time for a while, but I'm also sad that I have to say goodbye to alot of people. I mean, everyone I really care about I'll still see, but what about the ones that are moving away for college? Whether I like it or not, it was going to happen.Besides, there are way more pros then cons in this situation. I'll go ahead and say right now, it was DAMN nice sleeping in today. ^0^
I am a little worried about Will though. He is a year younger then me, and still has a year left. I'm not worried about him cheating on me with some high school idiot girl or any bullshit like that. I'm afraid he might get depressed next year considering his 2 best friends as well as his girlfriend all graduated already. He just told me today that not even 10 minutes into 1st period today he said he felt like crying. We were all hanging out today and I could already tell it was bothering him. I know we will see each other practically every day still, but is there anything I can do to make it easier for him?
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| Please let him be ok. |
[05 May 2007|07:54am] |
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Wil is in the hospital, they think he has appendicitis. I'm so freaking worried.
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| Random Rainbow Update 2: |
[13 Apr 2007|10:20pm] |
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*This past week has been the definition of high school drama. None of which had anything to do with me, but somehow I got involved. I'm not going to get into that though.
*This kid at school almost died today. A helicopter came and took him to the hospital. I say we spent about 50% of 2nd period of outside watching it.
*Perla was going to get my eyebrow pieced this week as my birthday present, but I'm guessing my brother told my mom because somehow she found out and she convinced me to wait a little longer.
*Everyone go see GrindHouse. It's outstanding.
*I spend too much money.
*Kelsey deleted her journal because she is a cunt, but I still love her.
*Wilma rocks my socks.
*My birthday is in a few days.
*We finished Macbeth this week. I honestly really enjoyed it.
*I can't find a fucking wii anywhere.
*I'm wearing a shirt with Robots on it.
*My right foot has been killing me for the past few weeks now. It's starting to piss me off.
*I'm graduating next month at fucking Cypress Gardens Adventure Park.
*Douglet dropped out of school.
* I finished my senior thesis this week.
*I've been watching this show on King Henry VIII on showtime and it is really freaking good.
*I'm seeing Muse in less then a week.
*Today was Friday the 13th.
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